dedication
i would like to dedicate this poem to my angel (: thanks girl.
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Not In Her Storm
by Sauni
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain
And it is always I fight for the welcome change
When it rains it pours on this heart of mine
So, I take the storms I feel to her each time.
But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain
Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change
She can walk away from what hangs overhead
And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.
Not in her storm have I ever felt alone
Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home
It's for me that she pushes away her own rain
So, that I may find comfort in calling her name.
She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart
God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart
And she never wanders when your world falls through
Not ever in her storm would she do this to you.
She has wings that I know not only I can see
Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me
It's the way that the eyes can surely view
How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.
Not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun
When her world is dark - I always have light
And now how I hold the new color of night.
She takes then she gives to an unhappy face
So that many can find an awesome place
I have been able to love her more every day
And with her hand in mine the clouds roll away.
Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath
Could ever change what I hold here inside of me
Not in any of her storms have I lost my angels touch
To that angel out there, I love her so much.
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yes. i really truly love you. cheer up and smile. you mean the world to me.
to all my other dear friends. i love you guys too for making this world a better place to live in (:
cheers!
nostalgia.
dearest rachel koh.
its time for a decent entry here. perhaps it comes as a timely one, perhaps its random. but who cares? (:
i pretty much read through all our entries. from the first to the most recent. its crazy how so much has happened in the past hmm 3 years. and how much we pretty much pretended nothing happened. and how we finally came and looked at it face to face. (you know what i mean. just read. lol.) its been a whole long and rocky journey. and im just glad that we're back here at pouts. together. YAH. I NEARLY TEARED reading back. and just kept smiling at the computer screen as it all goes.
im amused how we started looking around and ended up quite a sadcase and in the end found each other. again.
okayy we can be sadcases together. (:
come online soon girl. i wanna talk to you.
and tell you that iloveyou rachel koh . *huggs.
LOVE.
STRIKE.
im going on a strike! haha.
for those who know and understand.. shhh!
anyhow.. im going crazy. running for student council is really very tiresome. goodness. whyy do we need to have platform campaigning for crying out loud! its so stupidd and i just know im going to embarrass myself. ahh well. honestly i dont know what mel and i are going to do on wed. she says sing. charlene says we shld do a spastic dance. HAHA. charlene! she's my most funky creative etc campaign manager. heh. and OHH. speech on fridayy. like shit. i totally have no idea what i should say. WHAT IF THEY DONT LIKE ME?? haha. im so totally being paranoid and freaking myself out. but thats the fun of it no? haha. mann i sound so sadistic! to myself at that..
sheesh.
haha ohh. and rugby finals on wednesday too! no cca!!!!!! (: although i dont mind SFC (: lalala. sighh if i get into council i have to quit sfc right? bleahh. stuffs and bothers.
okayy its off to supper for me ! HAHA.
